Week 4: To Stay or Go?

 

• Knowledge Gained: What did I learn this week, academically and personally?

Personally, I have learnt I can't do it all. Something always has to give, and this week has unfortunately displayed that loudly. Academically, I feel the course has got a little more "real". both of my first assessments have been submitted and as we walk towards the next few assessments it is obvious that it is about to ramp up!

• Challenges: What obstacles did I face, and how did I overcome them?

This week has been my toughest yet (which has honestly surprised me). The full extent of the commitment of this course has perhaps dawned on me a little as other things start to get missed or put to the side to make room for study and unfortunately this has really been a strain to both my personal and work life.

• Successes & Strengths: What successes or strengths did I recognise in myself this week?

This week has only brought me doubt unfortunately. I'm at a bit of a crossroads as to how to continue and if it is worth it (if I'm being completely honest). 

• Application: How can I apply what I have learned?

I know deep down I have the capabilities, but the question is do I have the capacity?

• Areas for Improvement: What skills or knowledge would I like to develop further?

I need to manage my time a lot better with more demanding assessments starting now. In conjunction with this I may also have to rely less on my mum and that will be extremely difficult to manage

• Goals: Based on my reflections, what personal goals can I set for the coming week?

I simply need to decide to stay or go. I will see what this week brings and hopefully it will draw me in the right direction.